first class mate, first class,...(expression of approval)

this is acclaim for you - total unrequited bliss - no pay backs -you don't owe me a damn thing - it's all out there in the open now - (shit, did you spill coffee on the couch? oohhhh nnooo) but numb,......on down the line - to the bottom of your calves - eyes closed to reach instant gratification - a moment's preparation - a sinking feeling that never bottoms out - just keeps rising to the breaking point - to find separation from mind & body - bubble up & explode - then go for a curry - bring yourself down - with a cracking paperback - with that smell - like 70's library - old man - 4th grade teacher -remember the furry carpet? - to transcend boundaries with explicit queries - to re-write history with a sense of urgency - & what's with the moon lately? - praise from multiple sources - to a lingering hero - to loiter above my caffeinated head - always watching - ever aware - like a staunch father figure - that Eastwood snarl - but in the end - acknowledgment.