wake up!

I spent a lot of time dreading
the day today,
how far apart are
those 2 we once knew?
No, i've not forgotten,
just surprised you didn't
drop in.
I'm not shifting the blame,
we're both stars in this
agreed upon game.
blow the dust off that yearbook,
memories won't replace
that hurtful look.
Besides, neither one of
us realizes the extent
of my selfish devices.
Can I complete this Poem
before the towels' thrown in?
clear your mind,
this commitment will
run its course.
the source of a divorce
only contains remorse.
the medicine's startin' to take
we're runnin' outta time
before the detonation,
i'll run out of
ways to rhyme.
so here we stand,
this is gettin' epic,
separate and as 1,
it's like paying customers
demanding a refund.
I've made up my mind,
i'm stickin' with this,
the director's casted me
to play the part of Atticus.
Remember he was the hero
who had to go solo,
who took the pain,
he stayed in the game,
past decisions can be so lame!
People listen to this verse:
It's not gospel or a curse.
It's the Son of a Man
He's trying to take a stand,
cry, hurt, feel,
but hear my command.
Whose goin' watch you cry?
Who'll be there in the end?
What's the difference between
Sex&Love,?A Friend!
Remember, in your attempts
to hold onto your pride,
heed this thought,
will the grass show
greener on the other side?