Sunday, October 19, 2008

i'm sliding down these european side streets - on way to another match - my unrivaled desires winning over yet again in an effortless attempt to live.

on the last - went to american football - saw a lot of things - things of interest, but sparked meaningful debate in my mind - furthering my desires & even my true purpose of being & living & breathing, to travel & see & be! & invent new things in my mind - when will i have my time on the terraces? this is crowd mentality - i mean i've read books about this - it's just this idea of being one single person - totally weak & powerless by your esteem - but this bond - all these human beings coming together as one being - one single ultimate powerful goal - whatever it is - i want my voice to contribute to this- i want to be heard by the opposition - i want this camaraderie - when will it be my time? i've got dedication & support in this heart - i'm not walking out ! - i'll stick it through - i'm not leaving - i've got it on offer, mate. you don't realize or understand how important this is to to me - watch out.

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