like serious sense - (damn Chula)

attempting to discard weight - not thinning down, where I want to be, but the world - ya know what they say? why you always walking around w/the weight of the world on your shoulders? eehh', dunno - but again - the attempt. deep breath - like cold coffee - like a flat - like noise pollution comin' through your bedside window in the middle of the afternoon when you're attempting to take a nice quiet nap - ya know, on 2nd thought - attempts can be made, but sometimes it comes down to wiring - electronic circuitry - this is me - hear me roar - but change - well that song: it's been a long, long time, but change goin' come - not sure if that even is asong, so maybe I just wrote one - anyway, meaningful writing & the like - i can't write articles - reviews - & such - so you get me like scale(d) down - random punctuation sentence structure bleeps & blips - now, if proper time-space-continuim type thing, then yes - ok, ok, lemme explain - sit down, clear - assignment - yes then - i could do it - (so you're telling me that writing should be your job?) - yes, i suppose I am - Ok, then you start tomorrow - all you need to do to be good is to occassionally make pepole think - things of interest, you see - good bad - ugly- it doesn't matter - just that one thought - that one time - you don't have to rhyme - i mean you can if you want to - but the requirement is to possess a sense of passion - like a meaningful purpose - this is what i have been telling you - this is what you should be doing/searching for - this is is point of it all - not to wake up with your heart filled w/dread - move some things around in your life - do not be content being content - it's worthless