5/21/08

O.K., so this is it.
today is the day. the biggest day in the history of my adult sporting life.
right now I'm just really trying to focus on my breathing.
keep positive thoughts.
don't let the mind wander. stay away from all the pre-match hype.
today is a celebration.
European Cup Final!
Moscow
please stupid Yobs behave yourselves.
Don't cheapen this you drunken fools,
that is my message to you.
my mind is starting to spin,
I'm leaving work at noon.
we can do this right?
I'm apart of this, I'm going to play my part.
I think I'll just watch the game at home, not at The Pub.
Don't wanna eat,,don't wanna drink.
This is too important.
I'm playing all these scenarios out in my head.
what if we go a goal down?
what if we go a goal up?
what if Rooney scores the winner, late?
what if my heart starts getting too fast?
I'm having my coffee now, as to not have any later,
closer to kick off. that would be a bad combination.
Well, come on lads!
do this.
Be calm, relax.