fun, bright, deep, dark, issues. (with me brain & me head)

this Vagal Attack's been
settin' my mind back.
"Google it if you want to."
Geez Doc., whacking my knee like
that makes me not wanna trust you.


I'm goin' need to lay down for a minute,
my head's spinnin', and for a second
there, I thought God was gonna end it.
I was just doing my best Casper impersonation.
I figured it was the only way to get an explanation
as to why my brain sometimes feels pain.


The reason for your ailment is unknown Son,
pop these pills when you feel it coming on,
these absolutely aren't to be used for fun!
Not to worry Doc., I'll be responsible.
After 1, I'm sure I'll have my fill.
I'll be back in 6 months on a Monday.
This blood pressure medicine isn't for me,
how much was my Co-Pay?

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how much $$ does it take to win the day?
to come out ahead, make more than you flake?
why aren't there kings & queens anymore?
if there were, I bet I would be one.
I wouldn't be able to handle that though,
the pressure & responsibility & people
constantly coming up to me demanding certain
things. I would want to be left alone (desert island?)
for a little while, of course until I got lonely.
Then I would surround myself with friends & family.
Vicious cycle.
Even if I was a king,
I probably-wouldn't-ever-be-totally-satisfied.
It'd be 1 thing or another with me.
Never satisfied.
Always something.
Ups & Downs.
I'd be a bad ruler.
Someone else could do it.
Things would loom over my head like bird poop.
What would happen is that the people of my Kingdom
would watch me ever so closely, and my mood's
would effect theirs. Wouldn't that be crazy?
I'd get them though, I'd play tricks on them.
Tell them to turn around and look the other way,
maybe do the hookie-pookie. My entire
Kingdom, doing a silly dance, wouldn't
that be a sight?
Well all that's never going to happen, so
I'll stay content here with my little
bumble bee, in my Kingdom.